Thursday, July 22, 2010


Future has been bugging me lately, as well as present.

If someone were to have a conversation with future me, maybe right out of high school, this is what I'd want to hear:

Person: How do you feel now that you're graduated?

Me: I feel great! I'm super pumped for life and I know exactly what I'm going to do!

Person: Are you happy looking back on your high school career?

Me: Absolutely! I feel like I got everything out of it that I needed and wanted to. I have my best friends, great grades and GPA, and my music. Plus, I've had amazing unbelievable times like I've always dreamed, and I got to accomplish so many things through music. And throughout all of it, I've had Jesus guiding me through. *smile*

Person: Do you feel prepared for college life?

Me: Of course! I got my perfect college that's right for me and not too far away from family and friends. I've got everything prepared and I know I'm ready!

Person: Do you feel you know yourself?

Me: Yes I do. I know exactly who I am and who I want to be.

Person: What are you going to do now?


Ideally, that would be just a dream. I'm so afraid that I won't accomplish that dream though... everything seems pretty confusing right now. I'm young and got a long way to go, but I still can't help it, ya know?


  1. Yep. I sometimes wish I could see myself in ten years, but I'm too lazy to go visit a lady who will do a tarot reading.

    "Ah, yes, I see you married...married with 3 childrens...all BOYS!"

    o_O "But what about me being rich and famous and whatnot?"

    "Oh. Ha, ha. You are such a kidder. The cards never lie. $10, please."

    -French Bean