IPhone???

I'm currently posting this from my iPhone... Just to inform you that I can post things from anywhere now. :D

Muahahahaha...

New phone + new number + me = freaking friends out.

Oh yes.

You see, I have a couple friends who would do the same to me. Thus, oh my word I am so gonna have fun with this. *checks phone* ... Damn they're good. Need a new victim.

For those of my friends that actually read my blog, you will be spared of this torture. :D So there's a good reason to read this. :D *mutters evil laugh*

So anyway, my iPhone arrived, if you didn't already figure that out. *happy*

In other news...

Ahh, night-time Facebook ranting. Don't you just love it?

Me:

Okay, ever heard friendship or any sort of relationship is a two way street? Yeah, it takes both people making an effort for it to go anywhere. So those people who I "never see" or we "need to hang out" and never do or "miss me" ... well show it. I sure as hell miss you, but I can't keep trying to plan things with no effort from anyone else. Do you actually care? At all?

Comments:

Me: To cover any "drama" or whatever high school mellow-dramatic things people might think or do or assume... this is absolutely NOT directed towards any one person or group. This is me, expressing an opinion of mine.

Hahaha. Ranting.

But its so true.

I should end this post in a cool fashion or something. It's really gone nowhere. I'll talk about my week.

I hung out with some friends, went swimming (it got late so it was like night swimming. :D) and then came back and watched movies and raided my fridge. Then today I went to a psych marathon with the gang (different from the CCC) and ran away sheepishly from bees. (I'm pretty sure bees are demons.) Tomorrow I'll be going to hang with some friends. (The CCC.) :D

That's about it... so see ya. May your teeth never be replaced by freshly ironed wool socks.

Be Proud.

I'm finally taking the steps into preparing for the zombie apocolypse. I never really thought about it, which is dumb because I mean, ZOMBIES! I really hate zombies. They scare the living bajeebus out of my every nerve. I wouldn't want to have to stand there helplessly as the zombies come for me, having no plan. That would be horrible.

So I'm soon planning on camping out in my friends yard. She has zombies that attack once in awhile. Thus, I need a plan. I know for sure that I'll be bringing my ninja sword and constructing a zombie repelent. But I think it's finally time to invest in a lightsaber. Not only because it could help in a zombie attack, but because lightsabers are fricken amazing. I'm also thinking I should do my research so I can best protect myself and my friends from the zombies. I guess I'll have to watch "Shawn of the Dead" again.

In other news, I just got an iPhone 3G. :D That's exciting. I heard the iPhone 4's suck anyway. So yeah. Happy times and more distractions from sleeping. If you didn't know this already, I stay up. Really late. Every night. AND THIS FRICKEN TINY COMPUTER I'M ON WON'T LET ME FORMAT MY POST. ZAWWWWWWWWWWGZZZERR.

I'm currently angry. But I don't feel ike typing it out so I'm gonna go color a picture and maybe type later.

*tear*

ZOMG! I DIDN'T WEAR ANY MAKEUP TODAY!

This is new to me. And it happened without me really noticing.

So I kinda sorta maybe am applying that quite possibly I might need to... getajob. WHAT? I DIDN'T SAY THAT! WHAT ARE YOU SMOKING???!?!?!?!? PSH NAH...

Alright. So I want to have money. TECHNICALLY, by now I should have like $5,000 saved up from ALL my birthdays... but my parents put that in an account at the bank for college or some shit? THAT MONEY WAS FOR MY SPENDING TIME. Things that I want to buy! For me! For FUN! *sob* I know I'll need money then but this should be my summer of spending money on amazing things for myself. This will be the last one! My fricken only one! I never spent money as a child, my parents corrupted me with "save your money = happiness!" crap and so I never shopped or spent. So I figure this summer, this one last summer of getting to use daddy and mommy's money or my own birthday money should be allowed. Next year I'll have a car and a license and responsibilities... *realization*

HOLYCRAPNEXTYEARIMMAHAVETOBERESPONSIBILE! I have literal tears in my eyes!

I'm not responsible at all. And I'm serious about that. I don't do anything, or keep up with anything.

I figure if I had my own space and my own time and my own life I could easily and happily be responsible. For example, if I didn't have to tell my parents what I am doing every second, things would go more smoothly, and I wouldn't have to worry. If I could just do whatever and not be questioned or interrupted, life would be grand!

... Do I sound like a spoiled bitch?

Shoot.

I'm only rambling I swear. And it's 3am.

But I am serious! This is all within my daily thought process and why I don't ever do things! JUST LEAVE ME TO IT AND DON'T QUESTION UNLESS I ASK AND I WILL SOLVE IT.

I'm probably wrong. But I want to try it anyways, ya know? But that won't be possible until I have my own place and I die from not knowing what the hell I'm doing.

Help me.

Hello.

You've got some splainin' to do!

Yeah, so past few day's I've neglected this blog. I guess you could say I went on an emotional and mental journey. I guess?

Well, I wanted to write out my inner feelings in a creative and inspiring way. It's challenging. Thus, I wasn't on this blog. You see, I'm not going to share my deepest secrets over blogspot, for anyone who knows me can read them. Anyway, while I was off being deep and stuff, I had some fun time's in-between.

Huh. You think I'd remember everything I did in the past few days. Time to check Facebook. Ahh got it. So I'll start at friday since I don't remember thursday at all. So friday I remember having nothing to do, and I ended up going to this restaurant and seeing a band play. They were all older guys (quite old) but they were really great at what they did.

I found out from my dad that the guitarist might become my guitar teacher, which is exciting because then I get to learn more guitar. :D And this guy was real good. Oh. And later on that night I wrote the beginning of a song. :D

On saturday, I went shopping at a mall with Grace and Abby. We three being completely crazy, had an amazing time.

Real quick, just a note, I must fill you in that Grace and I have a summer bucket list. One of the things to do on the list includes having an "emo/scene/goth day" and a "gansta day."

I ended up buying a black beret, my gangsta shirt (obviously for gangsta day), a bright yellow tutu (for scene day), and purple hair dye (also for scene day).

FTW!

*cough*

It was exciting. We ended up coming back to my house after also buying frozen yogurt (me), cinnamon sticks (Abby), and pretzels (Grace) and taking pictures in our tutus. I'll post pics on here later.

Then I got home and sulked for reasons not known by you.

Today I played guitar hero for about 6 hours and then ate dinner with some family on the porch. Later on I went and saw fireworks (happy 4th!) and met up with a friend and caught up.

When I went home I played some piano, some guitar... sulked a bit...

And now I'm here. Hello.

Wake up?

So I stayed up until 7am and slept until 4pm.

It was an interesting sleepover. I enjoyed the day previous to the sleepover part, for it was filled with the CCC and all our craziness... it was Abby's birthday party. It started with me getting there a bit late, and coming in to them attacking me with hugs... all wearing dresses. Minus the guys. I was unhappy about the fact that dresses were a last minute decision, for I love dressing up. Anyways, we all went on an adventure and eventually met up again and had a bonfire. After almost getting attacked by a coyote (or so we thought,) they gave Abby her presents. One of them... was a joke bought from Spencers. If you know what Spencers is... then you'd get why this present was a big source of entertainment from a group of juniors (and one sophomore... me.) ANYWAYS. After the guys went home, it got interesting.

The majority of the sleepover was spent playing on Omegle. (I would suggest to never go on Omegle.) I didn't like it... but I didn't say anything. Some stuff I wasn't happy with happened and I spent a little while being anti-social because of it. And that's as far as I'll go with that. (Awh. You're prolly thinking it's worse than it is. Don't worry.)

Anyways, Abby decided to come and interrupt my antisocial party. Thank you. She agreed with my point of view on Omegle and we ended up having a deep chat in another room which ended with us calling her friend and asking ridiculous questions, both of us laughing our asses off. (It was maybe like 4 in the morning at this point, thus the questions didn't make much sense.) It was awesome.

Later, the other girls called us in, because they discovered a really awesome guy over webchat. (It sounds unsafe, but even me, who by the way, disguised myself so I wouldn't be identified, approved of this guy.) We chatted until like 7 in the morning. We were all sad when it came time to go, but Bookie added him on Facebook.

We then slept until 4.

When I woke up, Grace and I made our summer bucket list and planned on a jam session the next day.

Today is still that current day, and the rest of my day consisted of going to youth group and then out to Applebees afterwards. :) My church is always entertaining.

Yeah.

It's all I thought of.

What if... it never really was. If all it was... wasn't. If it was just easier said than done... Then when it was done it was over.

Forever?

But if it's not done, it always was and still is... then what? Will it ever again be brought forth? Or just thrust back into the unknown? To forever be fading into being done... as if it never was...

What it was, was looked at differently, and in the wrong way... when two thought it was one. Or, just one thought it was one...

But maybe it was the two thought it was one, but the one was broken into two.

All I know is... right now, it's through.