WOOH It's Been Awhile.

Why has it been awhile?

No motivation.

Nobody has commented on my posts for quite some time... Thus I felt like I had no readers... Thus I just stopped blogging.

Though I love blogging. And no, this isn't a post for pity.

I just had no motivation. *shrug* What can I say.

I've also been very busy.

With:

Drivers Ed (Pull out my hair. 10 days. # extra hours after school. X.x)

I dyed my hair! It's dark brown.

Made some new friends. :)

New music!

Writing music.

Choir things.

Not sleeping. X.x

Halloween parties and trick or treating. You're never too old!

Homework. Death.

Cleaning everything.

Now, I know what you're thinking.

"These are just excuses. Their not even that time consuming!"

Ahh, but you are wrong! I get home at 6 from drivers ed and there's different things I have to do everyday (youth group, cleaning, events, etc.) and then I have to do homework and TRY and find some relaxing time. Oh, and I'm trying to be healthy. And it's not working.

AAANNNDDD my sleep schedule sucks. So I'm always tired.

So there. I'll attempt to post more.

My Life is a Musical

Hi, I'm Kayla and my life is a musical. If you don't believe me, then you've never really met me.

I do burst out into random song.

I do make things very dramatic. In a funny sense. Not like "Ohemgee did you see her hair?!" kind of sense...

I frequently skip down the hallways.

I often break out into dance numbers, and what makes it better, is sometimes people join in.

Every time I see an instrument, I'll most likely go rock out on it.

When I'm upset, the way I view things turns black and white. There's a dramatic feel to it and depressing music plays in the background.

When I'm angry, something like metal music comes on in my head, and everything is shaking.

When I'm extremely happy, Nevershoutnever-type music plays and there's a skip-around-merrily vibe to all of it, and I often dance around my house like every classic movie where the girl hears great news.

When I'm chill, we got John Mayer goin' in the background and life is good. There's a calm cool look about it.

When I'm scared, creepy music plays in the background.

When I'm doing something dramatic, like running dramatically to a friend I haven't seen in awhile or something of the sort, you got the "dun dun dun" going in the background with the music that fits.

When I'm looking back, reflecting on things, a whole montage thing happens in my head, and the music will fit the theme.

Now, obviously, this too is a dramatization of how I view of my life. But a lot of it actually quite true. Such as I look at things from camera's point of view rather than just a person.**

**Seriously. Often times something will happen, and I'll think "Woah! That'd be a great music video!" Then I promptly record the idea on my iPhone.

The way I think of things is also musical-esque. It just happens that way.

I often fantasize aswell, and expect things in my fantasies to happen one day. And they will happen, dammit!!

I hope someday a boy will **** ** ** **** **** ** *** ****** *** **** ** * **** ** *** ** *** *** ***** **** ****.

(I *'ed all of that... 'cause I also imagine it will happen by the guy thinking of it himself. I don't ask for it to be exactly the same... just a general thing... It's hard to explain. Basically, it's not what he'll do... it's how he'll do it, and if he means it.)

I hope someday to become a famous singer/actress/songwriter. And it's gonna happen.

I hope someday to be able to help anyone who needs it. I try my best to be that way now.

I hope I can fulfill my purpose in life through God, while having an amazing time.

I try to have as many adventures as I can, so as to make memories and stories I can tell. So I can have an interesting life.

I'd like to think of it like... Someday I want my life to be able to be made into a successful musical. It could be a movie, be preformed on Broadway, in high school drama clubs, etc. So basically, I want my life to be so eventful and crazy-awesome, that it's worth watching. Lol. Not sure that's the best way to put it, but I think you get what I mean.

Either way...

I'm Kayla and my life is a musical. If you still don't believe me, maybe you will someday when you're watching me on the big screen.

Oh the contradictory.

DON'T make fun of the freekin' style people sing! I don't care if you don't like it! GAH!

Some are like: "Ahhhhh"

Others are like: "Ahhhhahahahhhh"

And my favorite is like: "Ahhhyyyayyyayyyayy!"

Anyway, don't be that guy (or girl) who hears a singer sing with style in their voice and immediately does a CHEESY AND RUDE impression of said singer. Example:

Singer: I believe in todaaaayyyyyyayyyayyayyayaaaaa!

Random rude guy: Psh! Psht! Hah! "TODAYAYAYAYAYAYAYYYAYYAYYA!" Hahaha I'ma douche!

You get my point.

OKAY, I do see the point when it's absolutely ridiculous or something and you just can't resist...

Singer: It's the cliiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiieeeeyaaahhieeeeeahhhhAHHEYYYAYYAayyayyayaaamb-uh!"

Me: Hehe. (Thinking: OMG! HAHAHAHAHAHA! Oh wait calm down Kayla.) Hmmhmmhmm. Hehehe... Hahaha... ITS THE CLIIIIEYYEYYEYYEYAYYAYAYEHEYAYEHAYEHAYEMBBUHHHHH!" BAHAHAHAHA!

I'm not a hypocrite.

I just realized, with this post, that butchering songs with ridiculous and very obnoxious impressions is both entertaining and irresistible... and can be rude. Point made, and contradicted. I'm calling this a productive day.

(Note: The songs were the only (in my opinion) obnoxious songs with long, held-out notes I could think of at the very moment. These are not-at-all my style of music.)